Thanx, I'm not tryin' to make a big deal, it's just I want to help people in here with the same problems I have, and if anyone can help me with my problems, thats great too.
Plano's aight. 0 graff scene. A litttttttle bit of street art but majority of it all is left over from last year when I was really into stencils and wheatpasting and got a bunch of kids into by accident. People here are for the most part so snobby and into themselves it's not surprising the lack of appreciation for writing and shit. Good place to raise a family though?
yea i live in the area already plano seems like a nice place to just chill its the last sto on the rail line so thats why im looken into it.. i dont know about a family lol.......... not yet at least..
dude hug him self in the woods, think i could of seen it happening, he made a scar tattoo all on his arm and cut his arm hard with a bread knife. didnt reali feel pain, just used it to carm him down, u kno when ur piss off u punch the wall. well he cut him self. then it lead to hanging.. just think people do this...yet why.
I fucking hate almost everything about life. There are only 2 things that keep me alive. Music and art. I hate almost every person I meet. There's an exception for all you guys on here. I can't stand anything I'm going through.
i cant stand life today..its all become too much my girlfriend made the last 2 months worth it, we wer so close, had so much fun and i love her but she dumped me last night..i dont know if i can deal with life anymore its so shit i spent the day at home today sleepin, cryin and jus trynna deny the fact that shes gone from my life..everything else in my life is crap she was the only thing that kept me goin, my mom and dad dont seem to care anymore they've wiped thier hands of me..i wish i had someone to hold me and tell me its ok but its not i dont know what to dome and her promised each other that we'd call each other if we felt really low, but i dunno if i can talk to her anymore.. i jus need to vent i guess
Dude, you have to call her and tell her how you feel. Cause maybe she can help you if you feel so bad. Anyway's, I really don't know what to do anymore, everythin' in my life is shit. Nothin' is goin' how I want it too right now. I think if there was an easy way I would die now. It's come to the point where I dream about suicide, it just seems like such a relief from this stupid life that somehow I continue to live. Like the only thing that keeps me goin' is hopin' that one day I will be happy. My main problem is just loneliness right now. I really want a girlfriends that can help me through this. I mean I have nothin' to live for anymore. How can I even feel better. I can barely type this, please someone help me?
apparently, when ur about to die from suicide, you realise that apart from the fact that youve jumped, thers nothing that cant be sorted out - so i wudnt advise it and ye the girlfriend helps, mine helped me when i was so far gone, she set me on track and everythin but shes gone now and im still better than i was jus go round malls n stuff, wen u go in a coffee shop jus sit next to someone whos alone an talk, u never know and ye i tried to talk to her, it didnt help i feel like thers a barrier between us
Man I started writing in 05..when I joined this site. I wrote for about 6 months and broke my hand..then I stopped for about 6-7 months and began writing again. I think that was my testin period because I gave up in school, shit wasnt going right with girls, I gave up things I loved (writing and music, because I rap too), and I started dealing...Shit wasn't going right and I was fucking up..thought about suicide and I lost my cousin who was like 1/2 of me (he got in a wreck)...but I began drawing, focused in school, said fuck bitches, all that shit and It got better. Now I got into college (start in August), got a girl, everythings looking good. Life is hard and I think what keeps drawing me back to bombing science is even though I never built relations (no homo) with any of you, everyone on here is a bit akward/a misfit or whatever. I can relate to the people on here, not just because I'm a writer but it seems most of have some kinda fucked up common ground Like the guy I work with told me, "Why try to fit in when you're a standout?"
What i hate is when people like emos slit themselves for no reason.. Like they have a good life or stuff like that and they try to fit in to emo crews and start slittin... Hmmnm
Emo people fucking suck. They whine about them hating life to everyone and play dress up because they want attention. I bet everyone here has a much worse life than an emo fuck but doesn't whine about it.