so im not suicidal kinda but ive had alot of very strng urges to kill evryone i can like a massacre n i dont wanna shrink cos with whats in my head ill end up in a pillow room can anyone help me out ?
go get help, or uhh.. refer yourself into one of those pillow rooms haha but in all seriousness, this is a really good thread, I know a lot of people that have wanted to kill themselves but I've always made a group of friends all convince them that life is a lot better. Friends are the greatest supporters, in my opinion and if you don;t have friends.. then they are alternate ways to talk to people who CARE and KNOW what you are talking about as msfyt said on the first page.
Don't blame your self on how fucked up the world is it was fucked up before u were born and its gunna be fucked up after you leave... Don't kill yourself because once your gone its hard 2 be remembered unless you pull some crazy shit before you die...Bitches come and go and you should of never taken highschool seriously all the girls are sluts and most the guys in highschool cant fuck a girl for shiit or are virgins that have lockeroom your better than that shit man...Keep your head up
keep it in the back of your head and dont let it out , dont tell anyone about it either I know exactly how you feel sometimes like your just at school with maybe one or two other kids in your classroom and you think to yourself "hmm I could stab this one in the ear with a pencil and gauge the other ones eyes out and no one would know " seriously evreyone will think your fucked in the head dont tell anyone not even a therapist thell screw you over too
yh but i meen fuked up ive researched methods on how to kill n fuk someone up i meen id love to rip someone spine out while there alive i thought of how to do this shit its fukin anoyin my brain thinks way too much i just want it to end
get an opinion from a md man, its not all that abnormal i actually purchased a gun last yr for the same reason but i do therapy and i'm on antidepressants and shits alot better now
antidepressants make u normal man, my doc told me i had a chemical imbalance in the brain and said antidepressants would help balance it out, sure enough they did, it helps give you energy and makes u alot happier than u seem to be
i had em before when i was 11 to 13 n i was mad fuked up lifes better without em i just have homicidal thoughts
oh yeah im highly depressed i think i need to demotivate myself and think about shit to much... but for real weed effects people differntly, not everyone should blaze when there down,,, i do but then again i dont get down that much
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sup every one, its been a while, i had to run from somethings for awhile.this i like one of those hey i made it through some more shit and welcoming the new.
So im one to hate the fuck out of suicide and think its not the smartest thing to do in the world. But man. Last breakup was not crackin. First time i actually thought of that bull shit. From the breakup, went straight to the train yard to relieve some stress, saw a train coming, thought some dumbass thought. never been that close to fuckin death. Never thought i would even think something like that. especially over a girl.
dude no chick is ever worth killing yourself over. no problem is. u may think its worth it at the time but it really isnt in the long run, most of the time everything balances itself out unless your like a serial murderer or some shit which i doubt u are. "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" always remember that, its helped me a few times.
i agree and if u beleive in reincarnation and karma yo remember if u kill yourself you might come back as like a fuckin sewer rat or something shitty like that when u think u got problems remember it could always be worse
its nothing like that just a lot of my own personal insecurities and dark held secrets and average life wears me differently then others
My sister overdosed on a months worth of anti-depressants last night, shes at hospital at the moment and fuckin' I hope shit ends up all right. I'm scared cus I don't wanna lose my sister.
shit guy, good luck to her, she'll probly be okay my buddys sisters did the same thing, her system just shut down but she pulled through with just a bit of liver damage or something
i think it was saber, that said , everybody who does graffiti is a manic deppressed , insecure person, because thats the only thing that makes you wanna write on things. idk though. graffiti has made me very depressed bfore, but without it i wouldnt have anything to live for.