i woke up to the sound of the plow picking up the snow how the hell am i suppose to go back to sleep?
fact... I had a dream last night that I kept seeing waste everywhere i went, like in the art store and in the park, i was walking through this health food store, and he was one of the guys working, but i couldn't tell it was him, he was up on this hugeeee ladder and kept tossing shit down from the top shelf at me...i was making cards with venus and KC and he kept peeping in the window....but i couldn't see his face...cee was all we gonna jump that fucker when we find him...then i saw him down this old street i haven't seen since like age 11...he went into my grandmas house from when i was young...then out the back to this shed, by then i was crying and screaming tonyyyyyyyy...i felt like a magnet held me back from running and as soon as i would get close, the land would double between us....when i got inside he was hanging himself from the roof...I grabbed this barrel thing and stood on it, putting his feet on my shoulders holding him up, there was a pair of old rusty nails in the wall and i broke the rope with them. He fell ontop of me, into my arms... He cried so hard, i swear i could feel him convulsing, i cried and we just held each other. I pulled back and looked in his eyes and i said "Why did you do that antonio, you scared the shit out of me!!?" and he pointed back to the ripped rope and said "oh that, i knew you needed to feel like you could have saved me"...and exhaled and said "well and THAT...well anyone that knew me, knows why, beesy you know why"...and he kissed me on my forehead and told me "I am watching"...and faded off...I woke up and threw up...crying so hard. These dreams are not going anywhere. God, I miss him. It's a fact that of all the deaths, i cannot accept Antonios.
I saw an asian kid who supposedly has a black belt (are asians assigned those at birth?) get wrecked over a psp and a stick of lipstick
Psp's can check the internet? fuck, i woulda stomped an asian for that then, i thought they were just gameboys with discs
...why is everyone attempting to be funny after bee posted such a sad and disturbing story? i kinda wanna cry..
random fact: i jacked soem starbux gift cards... but then when i tried using them they didnt work!!! it said somehting bout getting it actibated... so that was a waste!!!
gift cards from places like that arent activated, the cashier needs to activate them do you think the stores are dumb enough to put like 100 gift certificates @ 10$ a pop :lol: seriously now, thats just plain stupid fact: i find this conversation rather shallow and pedantic