i got schooled on anime by antonio most def... I type this on a forum because of that conversation we had after boner died, about how everyone typed to him, all saying their own goodbyes...you wondered if your heaven could be like your own cyberspace do whatcha want zone...and if anyone on bs would write to you...i said i would. member? well lets just say perhaps. ....perhaps you'll read this. Perhaps there in no heaven. no hell. And you are here and there... Just amazing energy that is continuous and deep... Perhaps your energy is wrapped around me so i know you already know...hmm. i always have seen you in my dreams, so...maybe we can stay there and play pretend awhile waster...love yerr bee12 vitaminz... i'll find the peace to let you rest. Thank you. Thank you for the amazing friendship we had... You helped to restore my faith in humans...you were a decent kind and loving person...Your artistic flare only showed your shimmers... I have my flashlight and beehive so i will bee safe...but watch my back aight!! Thanks for knowing me....thanks for all your help. I have my life still because you helped me. Thank you. I'll forgive you in time for bouncing... and for the record, i know why and how and what and where and i understand. Although I still do not believe that you did this to yourself....and if you did, i understand how if it was a accident...I just know... and it hurts...my heads swimming...too many pieces that just don't fit. You are gone way too soon love, I will hold you in my heart always. Forever you changed a part of my main artery. I love you.
I was supposed to meet up with him, and stay with him for a while... We had a conversation about him going to some medical company, to test drugs for money... Someone should find out what company that was, and research what they were giving him... He was telling me they were trial anti depressents. Fuck... [Broken External Image]:http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v646/Nokternol/666.jpg
Waster was incredibly talented, I remember when he would make like 150 posts a day. I never talked to him outside this forum, but it does sadden me to know that he has passed away. You can tell he had some serious heart. Rest In Peace.
that lotus up there was a rest in peace he drew for me to get tattooed... i had mentioned that i thought i should get a lotus to remind me of life, death and the transformation...a constant reminder to seek light from the dark times and live because i am still alive now. crazy that he drew up my lotus tat... he makes number 13 of deaths 2006. It's gonna be in my flesh shortly. he was a amazing artist,my favorite and he turned red when i said that. i meant that....and that means alot.
yeah he did studys for money...they have one company that contacted him for studys... one was for trial anti depressants....another for cholesterol and a drug for sleep apneia? was tested on him as well.... to each his own hustle... i can find out the company name, i can't remember it...but not now. his family has enough questions. and his name is Antonio Couto-Fettu... but he prefered Waster12. haha....long ago...he asked me to say just that. whew. he sent me these like this...
I think his family should inquire about the results of the tests that were done on him. They have a right to know if the medication he was being guinea pig'd for, has any relevance to this... Anyone got a flic of that canvas he did that sweet anime chick, with the 3-d style on, in beige? One of my favs from him.
[Broken External Image]:http://img270.imageshack.us/img270/7131/tagwastersshorebrigegrnux6.jpg He told me he was goin out to do this, and I told him to catch a flic... and he signed on to msn, sent me this when he got back from doing it. View attachment 238965 BLAH
that was my bday present..that....and a hardcopy of all his art....i'm making a graff muvee with it and i'll post up when i am done...i should get the software sometime today...HOPEFULLY after i crash and wake up. I need sleep. sore eyes.
i look forward to seeing it.its mad crazy how the death of a writer only a handful of ppl knew, pulls so many ppl together. i never spoke to him ever, maybe a few posts on here, and the fact that his death has got me quite upset is quite weird.. from the stuff that people are saying i wish i knew this bloke, sounds like a right good guy il say it once again RIP waster 12 - tony
^ When i read the posts on here it feels warm. Theres so much love going around, even by the most hatred of folk. Today I'll be making my routes across town, however instead being selfish and throwing up my name.. Rest WASTER 12 Rest CHRIS Rest HAROLD DENMEADE Rest REASN FREE BOBBY He who has gone, so we but cherish his memory, abides with us, more potent, nay, more present than the living man. ~Antoine de Saint-Exupery
RIP waster12 his flicks were always my favourites here sure talent that will be missed rest in power brother
R.i.p waster 12, such a good writer, didnt know him, never spoke, i dont know what to say, but i know it has made me think.... (hope this dosent efend any one) but i think "waster 12" shoud be written on his grave stone, as long as they dont charge his parents for his graf, but what do i know, RIP WASTER 12