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Discussion in 'General Discussion' started by Msfyt, May 7, 2007.
im alive again angani o nt eh toplcws,,,
Mr.Tasty i really hope ur gonna be ok. Im worried cause i cant even really understand wat ur typing.
And for kid-xylene Seppuku and Hara-Kiri were in a way selfish because it was a way to die with honor, they didnt really care wat happened to the family or who ever, long as they died with honor.
Believing everything in that propoganda is like taking everything on wikipedia literally.
You need some real knowledge. Read Ishmael and A short history of progress
Regardless of "gods" or "higher beings" Everything on the earth is interconnected, and everything sets off a reaction. We're animals, and hadn't it been for stumbling across the agricultural revolution and the domestication of plants and animals, we'd still be hunter gatherers.
Hahahahaha... Sorry, but you need to check your life priorities.
dude i am fucked this time im so dpressed its sunday 7:30 am why the fuck am i up i cant sleep.Last nite sucked i used ink that wasnt opaqe at all and when i did a tag ink splashed on my best sweater i ever had thats the second time inks got on something valuble of mine the first was my good volcom hat but any way im thinking about just quitting graffiti for a while and then just using paint now i have nothing to look forword to no more,my ipod is broken cant listen to music to feel better.. oh and i did this excuse for the ink on my sweater i put mud and shit all over where the ink is and cut the side of my hand so it would look like i fell shittiest nite ever and i threw my marker in the oceion.. i cried my self to sleep last nite i dont know what im gonna do to make my self feel better ive been depressed since late grade 7 im in grade 8 now,my deprression kinda went on and off threw all that time and the last 2 weeks. I asked a girl out the other day ago i thought she liked me shes my friend by the way anyway she said no but that aint really bringing me down she cuts herself she said she doesnt no more she goes to the counsiling office like twice everyday im thinking about going to consiling now but im scared shes gonna think im going there cus im sad about her saying no. she actually didnt say no to my face it was to hard for her to do she got my friend to. Last nite when i was crying myself to sleep i could hear my sister going to my brother rays room and shes like whats the matter and he yells go away and i hear her say to my auntie that hes crying. when i talk to my other brother and he asks me why im not doing martial arts like him and my sister i tell him i suck at everything and ill just end up quitting cus i know that will happen. And then he tells well if you dont like anything then why dont you just go be emo,i think that he might think im turning emo cus i was talking about to him if i was emo when i told him and my sister that the chick asked out,was emo and i was saying what if i wore tight pants and hes like oh this kids going emo on us ive been thinking about being emo but im to cool for that. i tried cutting myself a month ago but didnt have anything sharp at the time. i qiut weed when i got back into graffiti,ive been having evil thoughts of me lately of doing crack and stuff i hope i dont get into drugs and shit. Do you guy think i should just go to counsiling.?? will it even help??
yes, go to councillin', even if it doesn't help immediatly, just tellin' someone about how you feel will feel good, and hopefully a counceler can give you some stratagies to try to cope with the way you feel. And as far as the drugs go, I find it's just best to stay away from it, cause in the end it will just make you more depressed, and possibly suicidal and addicted. good luck man, and just keep goin', it's hard to see that lkife is worthwhile right now, but eventually it will be, no matter how hard it is to see right now, feel free to pm me or anythin'.
CDS- if your in 8th grade you havent even gone through middle school life yet. I think you should take a bit time off from graffitti. It seems to be making you depressed when something goes wrong. Instead maybe take the time to further art other than graffitti (such as characters, etc)
And dont forget you in 8th grade, you havent lived long enough to realize how life works. Theres the good and the bad. And as Siner said go talk to a counciler or someone you trust about it.
so true, dunno if thats actually a good thing though
yo son..you need to shut the fuck up...acting like you mr sheriff n shit
umm i was on topic lil kid xylene, i was saying that suicide is selfish as shit beacuse you just end ur life and you dont think about anyone else but urslef, you dont think about what your family and friends have to deal with!this thread is for ppl who are thinking about killing themsleves so maybe that gives them something to think about!
fuck i woke up in the morning in the middle of a roundabout...i only rmeember standing outside a shop begging for beer money....i dont even know were the fuck i was...or how i got home....really gota stop drinking
i need help not suicide but...graff is taking over my life..idk...i dont wanna stop..but i wanna cut back on it ..idk i need help..its mostly what i think of in school...like random day dreams about chases that could happen ...crazy spots that no one could ever hit..idk
im making ink way too much spending money on this shit..i rack most of my stuff but thats bad too..im stealing way too much..ive gotten to the point where if we need some shampoo or forks or sumthin w.e ill steal it even tho i have the money to buy it...
its like a disease or sumthin and its slowly taking over..i go on this fuckin site everyday...
when i see shit on t.v. and theres people outside..im lookin the background for tags n shit lol...its crazy man....
same here, im taking stuff i dont need. ive pissed off all of my friends over graffitti. my grades are falling cause all i can think about is graff and art. I lost interest in every thing i do. When i steal stuff i dont feel anything. I feel bored and tired but cant sleep.
when your about to snap you dont really think of the consequences of your actions... other than "hey.. this will all be over soon" my family and friends have abandoned me... i had to deal with that.. they can survive without me around.
last time i had a barrel up my nose i had so much shit on my mind... "what can i do to help myself" fuck family and fuck friends the only person that can help you is YOU. im pretty sure the point of offing yourself is so you dont have to think anymore... i want to break away from the sea of shit in my head... but theres other ways that are keepin me going for now...
everyone is selfish?
selfish |ˈselfi sh | adjective (of a person, action, or motive) lacking consideration for others; concerned chiefly with one's own personal profit or pleasure
its not really neccessary to state something that applies to everyone.... you know what i mean?
youre a fucking moron... i find it very hard to take anything you say seriosly.
The guys a spastic of the first water.
were all capable of it and i think this thread should be modded more theres way too much shit in here n bankz if you wnna graff you have to eat ,breath,live,drink,piss and shit it fuck wanting to cut back n dont come in here going off topic....
my life is ok not the best mainly cos im on the verge of being sent to some milatary school or something and have lost most friends and my girl is now with my used to be best friend...
that sucks monkey nuts bro.
but theres plenty more out there.
keep your head up, and she'll come.
I've thought, done, played out things, all in my head. I would've carried it out but i pusst out. Still to this day I have thoughs thoughts and don't know what to do. The first time I had the knife too my wrist and felt the cold stainless steel metal on my skin. I really need help. Most of my friends have turned there backs on me and stabbed me in the back as well. I have pretty bad depression that I can't get over and maybe never will. My dad does cocaine, alcohol, and others in front of me. Sometimes I wish he would die more than anything. I'm not efing emo. And never plan to be. I beat emos up sooo.... My parents use't to get drunk in front of me and I would end up having to clean up after them (vomit, bottles, and others). I know go to a therapist and my moms getting better I suppose. My parents are now divorced and dating again. I don't see my father anymore and live with my mom. I'm a atheist and she's a catholic.
Now I just do herbal drugs to relax.
My life in a nut shell
I have no idea what to do.
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