dude man. ever been to counceling ? if not, maybe go and get checked out. i knew a girl just like you, she went to a doctor and they claimed her depressive and they offered help and some pills. if not, get the stresss off your chest and go bomb.
Never ever went too counseling. I barely know what it is. Bombing helps but its mostly just short term help so to speak. When my buddy went too counseling he came back all bugged out and everything,....different very different in a bad way.
dude man, honestly you should go check it out. it helped me out a fuckloaaaaaaad. like not with suicide, i just couldnt bare the pressure and stress. but bro, go check it out, they help you out so fucken much.
^^^^^^ Like what do they do. I'm not really the type of person to pop pills just to kick back. You think I could get medical cannabis? I'm not a pothead or anything just saying.
hmmm. maybe. i dont think so though, just some pills to regulate your emotions. all councelling really is, is you go and just get your thoughts out. someone to talk to and who just absorbs it. they could also tell you their opinion and try and help you out.
OK 1 ur all fucking losers like just posting in this thread, makes you wanna kill urself u guys get made fun of . dont fit in in life, your parents are druggies, no1 likes u killurself plz do fucking faggots who wud make a fucking thread about killin yourself u know ur not loved lmao....
you having the time to actually write that out proves that you have no life. get the fuck out of here.
Get the fuck outta here strong c, and joker, ya, go to councelling. It might not help immediatly, but just gettin' your thoughts out there should help. And if you can try to go to the doctor, and get on anti-depressants, good luck man and don't give up.
umm im really sad and tried killing my self number of times but some1 was there to save me.my dad died of overdose when i was 7 my mom died in a car accident and my brothers passed away from drug abuse and i have no1 to look up to i have no friends i got bullied when was i was little and still do in a junior year of highschool and have cut myself numerous times and right now im thinking about jumpingoff a building for a fun and quik ending to life so byee.. to every1 hope u guys live the life i wanted to but was impossible ...
why do u post this, and before ur tellin' evryone in here to kill yourself. this is a serious topic, so quit fuckin' around please.
old but whatever.. i fear the past you fear the present i can predict the future and im not in it my death is imminent six feet deep forever asleep shits permenent, friends and family will learn from it, as i enternally burn hoping its never your turn, This is my suicide fill your eyes with tears ill be in your heart for the everlasting years, but i never meant it, so many things could of prevent it you never got it in the mail but i sent it i only had one life and i took it away from all of yours snotty nosed kid corrupted since the age of 4 no father figure in my life but so much love in sight i couldnt understand me i just left that to my family someone was always there to guide me through it all because reality is wrong and dreams are for real just think of that when you close the casket and watch it seal someone told me "suicide is killing the only person who can change it" but im done with life i dont want to live rearranging shit. sitting here in fear, depression in fifth gear a whole new person when i look in the mirror you ruined me whoever you were. i cant believe suicide is on my fucking mind this wouldnt be the first time, its my own crime im going in but for time but whatever fuck it all i just leave you all with this suicide letter. treasure every moment from past to present and learn all about lifes lesson..
Wow, I really like that. Anyway, I've been dealing with this depression bullshit for like three years now, and i've gone to councellers, and i'm on anti-depressants, but it hasn't seemed to help much. My main preoblem now is just bein' lonely. I have no friends at school and feel like such an outcast. It got worse last friday when I asked this girl out that I really like, and found out she had a boyfriend. The worse part is that shes in my class and everyday I have to see her and knowin' that I can't have her just makes me want to die all the more on top of anything else. I mean, I can't stop thinkin' about her and I hate that she probaly doesn't even care or know how I feel. I just know a girlfriend would maybe really give me somethin' to live for. But I just am at such a loss. I'm gettin' really tired of havin' no one to help me with all this shit, or just to talk to. So I just really don't know what I'm gonna do anymore.
A crew won't necessarily solve your problems. Try this, but eating properly, exercising regularly and sleeping regularly as well will help...a LOT.
i know a crew wont completely help, but i mean if he feels lonely, he could just go hang with some locals.
Ya, I know some locals, but i'm really not into writin' that much lately, mostly cause I suck, so I'm just workin' on stencillin' and just scetchin' til' I hopefully get better. I just really wich I could find somethin' worth livin' for. Like at this point I'm not really suicidal cause I live in the hope of a better tomorrow. I have tried before, but my parents found me and took me to the hospital which definetly saved my life. I guess I'm glad I'm still alive, but I just still feel very hopeless and alone.
as i said before, you might learn it the hard way, but dude man, you gotta learn that you cant spend your life being down and all cause you only got one. And you gotta live your life knowing that we all end up at the same place and know that when you end up there, you wont regret shit. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=49385275 listen to his no mistakes and mostly cop the song all about you. makes me appreciate everything. but yea, try and get passed over your sadness. Makes life so much better.
Thanx Said, it's just so fuckin' hard to quit feelin' depressed cause I can't find anythin' to be happy about. I just need to meet some more people, I'm just so shy and have no self confidence. But at the point I'm at, I feel like my life can't get any worse, so I guess I have to try, and thing's should get better. Like I guess I know everyin' I have to do, it's just doin' it is the hardest part, and suggestions at findin' some friends or a girlfriend.