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Discussion in 'General Discussion' started by Msfyt, May 7, 2007.

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  1. FuLa

    FuLa Elite Member

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    having something "greater than life" to believe in helps a lot....

    I was brainwashed with christianity as a kid but reading about other (more compasionate religions) really helped me get out of depresion and putting names to feelings that you can't describe easily. Your problems aren't different than anyone else's...they feel that way because they're happening to you (obviously) but simply understanding that you're not alone, helps observe your life from a different perspective where you can just look at your "depression" or "sadness" as a thing, and not let it become your world/reality...sometimes the stereotypical shit will help, like sports, no alcohol or drugs, positive thinking, limit red meat eating, drink lots of water, yoga, meditation, some classical music(or whatever calming music you might like)...shit like that that we take for granted because we're "different"...this shit does matter and today's society tries to push you away from it...fuck society and sit down alone and fight the fucking monsters in your head...once you figure them out it makes you 10 times stronger, happier, higher self esteem, etc...
  2. Siner

    Siner Senior Member

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    Seriously, fuck off, if your not gonna help then get the fuck outta here. I'm not cravin' attention or a drama queen, I sufffer from the mental illness called depression, it's somethin' I can't help. My parents aren't ruinin' my life, it's just when they try to help me so I don't make bad decisions or whatevere way they try to help me, it usally just backfires and I end up more depressed. I know I don't have a bad life at all, but my depression makes every moment painful and hard to bear, and makes me feel suicidal. You don't have to be depressed about anythin', it's a mental illness so fuckin' educate yourself. Theres my rant.
  3. hammer_time

    hammer_time Banned

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  4. CaseyJonesJR

    CaseyJonesJR Senior Member

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    suicide is fucked up. i went out with a girl for a year. she broke up with me because she felt bad that she was talking to me friend on the side. so i was like fuck it. she wanted to go back out with me after she realized how bad she fucked up. she threatened to kill herself. those were the worst nights of my life. nothing is worth killing yourself. go out use that anger and fucking destroy shit. my parents threatend to kick me out for the same shit. you have to realize that almost every writer has to deal with that shit.
  5. Each

    Each Senior Member

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    My science teacher commitet suicide this year in the middle of the school year. he went away for like a month and a half cause he was gettin a divorce. then one day when he got back one of my friend had to go to detention early in the morning and saw him sleepin in his class room. the really sad part is that the day he did it, right before he punched his son, then attempted to hang himself but couldnt, so hanging from the nuse he shot himself. the kid wasnt lying cause he had the black eye and everythin. they had a seramony and you could see the rope mark on his neck. everybody who had him, their grade honestly dropped like 20 percent, even mine. i didnt even likethe guy, but after that i was like fuck, that didnt need to happen. everybody was torn up for the rest of the school year.

    R.I.P Mr. Cooper
  6. EgoZen

    EgoZen Elite Member

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    Depression sucks!...
    I`m on it for over a year...
    It was good for like a month inbetween but went from bad
    to worse...

    but still like in Gummo:
    Life is great... without it you`d be dead...

    And who says he wants to die doesn`t mean it..:
    If you want to die you kill yourself...

    People that say they want to die, they actually just want to disappear
    , go away for a while...

    Do you know what I mean?
  7. noise not music

    noise not music Senior Member

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    Im sure its been mentioned, but could someone tell me from personal experience their usage with anti depressants? Which did you take, which would you recommend, which would you not,how did it feel when(if) you stopped taken em, etc. . .
  8. PureSole

    PureSole Elite Member

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    I know what you mean man...sometimes I just wish I could just disappear into nothingness and come back later....

    Like right now I'm okay but I got my days when I wish I could really go insane temporarily, so I wouldn't have to be here, and then come back to reality. I wish I could just lose myself...and sometimes it sucks knowing your smarter than that.

    Woe, thats a pretty stupid thing to say. This thread in general is supposed to be even if the thought crosses your mind, because writing it even if know one responds is helpful...sometimes u gotta let it go. This isn't supposed to be a suicide help line where u got a rope on the ceiling fan
  9. EgoZen

    EgoZen Elite Member

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    If I already had a well payed job IMO I would just fuck off now to somewhere else
    than this place here..

    I would already do that now but no cash= no travelling..
    I would hitchike but people in my country totally suck about that!
    And also my parents would kill me so I just can`t wait to be independent...

    And I agree Retro and Gesus pills just make you worse one way or another...
    Either you get totally numb and act like a zombie or it will get worse...
    Also you can get really addicted to it which sucks and you get into
    money problems like I did after the doc said I had enough of pills..
    So I had to get them the other way..

    Isn`t it funny?...Love.. it sucks but still we want to fall in love...
    And also girls... you can`t with them and you can`t without them..

    Just keep your head up y˙all
  10. Scheme*119

    Scheme*119 Elite Member

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    ive thought about it plenty of times, was really ready to do it, i was thinking about it and i figured that i wont have to deal with anything, il be gone, i wont have any emotions, i wont exist and at that point i really didnt want to, i just spent some time though, going over everything and i realized it, living without fear of dying is alot better than living wanting to end it, im not saying i have a death wish, but if anything it made me realize to enjoy life, all of our times limited, i want to make the best of it, i could be dead broke, living under a bridge and be completley looked down upon by society but as long as i am doing what i want to do, as long as im happy, none of that matters, ever since that night life has been better than its ever been, now i go out bombing every night, i speak freely, i dont get attached to things the way i used to and all this might sound selfish but i really dont care anymore, the world is already filled with stress, i refuse to add to that
  11. EgoZen

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    Remember first always care about your ass and then for others..:
    If you do it the other way around you will be used and fucked...
    Believe I gone that through many times..

    Just try to enjoy the things you love to the fullest!
  12. PureSole

    PureSole Elite Member

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    Scheme, i feel you. I slowly am losing my fear of death as well and getting to the point where I do what makes me hapopy and other than that I just dont care. I dont try to go out of my way to please any1...and so far I think its made me better

    but thats my let go and not give a shit
  13. BombingSciences Bitch

    BombingSciences Bitch Senior Member

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    Snap! I can't wait to get out of here. I mean, I love my friends and family. But it seems as if I just can't escape them, can't wait to get away from the bad stuff that has happened here, be on my own for a while.

    Oh and, love itself doesn't suck. If you're in a relationship that sucks, it's not love.
  14. kaiser

    kaiser Senior Member

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  15. epew23

    epew23 New Member

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    Nothing is better than when you can log onto a disscussion forum and know there is people that help.
  16. bowchicabowow

    bowchicabowow Senior Member

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    My girlfriends best friend killed himself on video. Gun to the head. She watched it not knowing exactly what it was and because he requested that she did. She hasn't been the same since. And now a couple months ago, her two other best friends were killed by a drunk driver.

    And now her last two remaining friends are leaving to college and military school.

    It's going to be a LOOONNGGG while before it's okay to tell her that our relationship isn't going to work.

    :( fuck this shit. I love my life and I love her, I just wish all this shit never happened to her, then our relationship would be fine because there would be no more stress.
  17. exitus

    exitus Senior Member

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    lol at toast NOT at bow
    bow that sucks dude, what an asshole he requested her to watch it.:mad: does she go to therapy/ antidepressants? that might help your relationship
  18. bowchicabowow

    bowchicabowow Senior Member

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    She had a GREAT therapist for a while. So good actually that they were kinda friends as well.

    The issue is that she is kinda immature and not on my level on alot of things, and because of her new lack of ANYONE close to her, she had become more clingy than she already was. Deep down, I just want out. Because this shit isn't going to last. I love being with her shes beautiful (asian virgin *fucking win) and I love every moment spending time with her, but she is on that "we have to stay together forever" shit. Although I wouldn't mind that, it isn't realistic and I just want to live my damn life.

    I can't bring any of this up to her, it'd hurt her too much. If her friend wasn't such a piece of selfish shit, I KNOW that shit would be better for her right now, her two other friends would be alive, and maybe we wouldn't be together, but shed be happier.

    Fuck suicide.
  19. Msfyt

    Msfyt Elite Member

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    please take this thread seriously
    any jokes or enocuragement for people to "go for it" will get warnings and suspensions
  20. Siner

    Siner Senior Member

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    Sorry if this offends you, but it sounds like you have it pretty damn good. You have a girlfriend and you a bitchin' about how it's not goin' to work out and how you might break up with her. Also, why are you callin' her friend that killed himself a piece of shit, it's too bad she had to see the video, but I'm sure he was havin' a hard time. Are you actully depressed, I'm sure your girlfriend is because of all the shit she's been through. Just tryin' to get a better view of your situation dude.