great thread, i think its iportant for people to speak up. i its not a joke or something that should be taken lightly, my heart goes out to those who have passed or lost due to suicide, when the depression and stress build up that far most people cant even imagine the pain that one goes through, the thoughts, the lack of sleep, the night mares and so one, ive been there just thinking about that dark time in my life makes me wanna ope another bottle or pop another pill. RIP to those who are gone and one love to there fam. =/